The Psychology of This Website

Let's first consider the theory that by going to the media I have somehow taken back some type of control.

To begin with, that would be completely irrelevant! It has never been the purpose of this website to emotionally or psychologically affect me. The most fundamental goals of this website are:

• To inform as many people as possible, and in particular, people who have, or who will come into direct contact with me, of all the horrendous, evil things I have done, continue to do, and will likely do to them if they choose to associate with me.
• To make it as difficult as possible for me to be able to obtain employment, and make new friends and/or associates, due to the disgusting and deplorable things I have done and continue to do.

And that is all. Any other adverse affects this website has on me are merely a happy consequence. Fox would never bother trying to emotionally or psychologically affect me because, as you can see from my emails on this website, I am far too delusional to affect. If you were to accuse me of abducting your child, and you showed me a video of the act actually occurring, and you even showed me my own prior, written admission of the act, I would just respond with hostility and accuse you of "forcing my hand". I would claim, through tears and uncontrollable sobs, that I had no choice in the matter (though I would never be able to explain how I came to that conclusion). That is an actual event that actually occurred.

I also do not want to have control. I want to be viewed as a victim. I want people to feel sorry for me. Fox believes this is proven by how easily I went on television and lied about things I knew Fox had proof of. I knew it was only a matter of time before Fox would post that proof on this website and people would turn against me. But in my mind the past and the future do not exist. All that matters to me is the immediate moment. Having control over a situation, such as this website, strips me of the ability to play the victim.

Have you noticed that all of the efforts to get this website taken down have been initiated by James Pendleton - not by me. Prior to James' name being mentioned on this website, I did not do a single thing to try to get this website taken down. I never even once complained about it. In fact, I downplayed it's existence. It's all in my emails on this website.

There is no evidence to support the belief that I went to the media to try to "take back control". In fact, my actions seem quite contrary to that. When the proof of my lies began appearing on this site, I promptly stopped speaking with the media altogether. I am, no doubt, claiming that all of the legal documents, letters, hell, even the audio recordings, posted herein are forged. I am simply a very, very disturbed individual.

Some people believe that by going to the media, I have voided the harmful effects of this website. They say that at least now, when someone searches my name they will find all those news stories about Fox and this website, and that those stories portray Fox as a vile, villainous person who is just trying to "destroy" his ex-wife because she broke his heart.

I disagree.

By going to the media and lying on national television, I have provided Fox so much more, current, damaging information to publish. Previously, I was just portrayed as a drug addict, narcissist, white supremacist, and child abuser. Having openly made horrendous, false allegations about a person on national television - allegations which could, very realistically get a person brutally beaten, fired from his job, refused service at various establishments, and even get all visitation with his child revoked - I have shown the lengths I will go to to get my way. And we're not talking about things I've done many years ago - we're talking about things I did last week!

It's fortunate that the media has made such a big deal about Fox and this website, based on my false allegations, while at the same time having no interest in reporting how easily I manipulated thousands of people. Only one source, the Dr. Phil Show, actually had an interest in covering that side of the story - but when I realized the world had turned against me I backed out of doing the show.

The people who are relevant to the goals of this website - namely, potential employers and people who meet me - will actually come to this website when they Google my name. They will watch, or read, the news stories - but then they will come to this website and they will see the proof that I lied on TV, that I really did do all the things the news reported Fox "accused" me of.

So, no, the news stories have not mitigated the effectiveness of this website. At least not with respect to the people this website is intended for.

Admittedly, the way the CBC and other agencies who initially reported about this website portrayed Fox was very skewed. Though, after Fox started posting proof of my lies, the later reports became much less one sided and sensational.

Most people who watched/read the news reports never actually came to this website. And of the people who did, only a fraction of them actually looked at any of the evidence against me.

There are also many people who would rather cling to their predispositions, no matter how false, than to accept a reality which is contradictory to what they want to believe. People are conditioned to believe mothers are loving and caring and would never harm their own child. That's a fairy tale! There are many bad mothers in the world. Mothers who neglect their children; who beat their children; who spend their grocery money on drugs and/or alcohol; who put their boyfriends before their children. There are mothers who throw their children off of balconies; who abandon their children. These are things many people are not willing to accept, so instead they ignore reality even when the proof is shoved in their faces.

The media reported that I left Fox in 2001. Though, they didn't report that Fox was the one that filed for divorce, or that Fox was the one that decided to end the relationship because I had started using drugs again. The media didn't mention that for the 9 years I was absent from Fox's and our son's lives Fox had completely moved on with his life - he had had other relationships, I ceased to be relevant to him or our son.

There are many reasons a person might decide to devote their life to destroying another person. For example, if someone breaks into your home, murders your children, and rapes your wife would you not become obsessed with ensuring that person pays for what they did? And now let's suppose that murdering rapist happens to be someone you had a relationship with many years ago - does that automatically mean, then, that your desire to ruin that person's life must be because your relationship didn't work out? NO! It's because the bitch murdered your children and raped your wife!

Likewise, in the current situation, Fox's interest in ruining my life is based on me making false allegations against him which have, essentially, destroyed the life he and our son had up to January 2013!

Those who have reviewed this website objectively, generally conclude Fox is not crazy, jealous, or hurt because I "left" him. He is motivated, focused, and diligent because I used my incredible manipulation skills to get him deported so that I could get custody of our son - custody the family court did not consider me fit to have.