In early September I filed a petition in the Los Angeles Superior Court to suspend my son's visitation with his father (Fox). You may be asking "Was he abusive? Neglectful? Did he put the child in danger in any way?" No. Quite to the contrary, Fox is a better parent than most - certainly he's a million times better at being a parent than I am. Truth is he just pisses me off because he doesn't bow down and kiss my ass. I'm Desiree fucking Capuano, damn it! The whole fucking world is supposed to do as I say and always agree with me! Is that not reason enough?
In my supporting declaration, I listed a bunch of reasons why our son should not be allowed to visit with Fox. And, of course, being the incredible narcissist I am, every one of those reasons was about me, not our son. Fuck our son and what's best for him. I mean, what's the point in having children if you can't use them as a means to get back at the other parent - am I right?
So Fox, asshole that he is, filed a response, stating that all of the points I raised were about conflicts between him and I and have nothing to do with our son or with our son's well being or safety while in Fox's care. Oh come on! As if. I mean, if Fox does something that pisses me off - even if it's the exact same thing I did to him two years ago, shouldn't I be allowed to use our son to hurt him? If you disagree with me on this then fuck you - the only opinion that matters is mine. You're all just a bunch of fucking idiots anyway.
But Fox didn't stop there. He requested that the court allow our son to decide with whom he would like to live. As I've said on numerous occasions: I'm his mother, damn it, and I will decide what's best for him and where he will live. It makes no difference that I abandoned him when he was 18 months old and had nothing to do with him until he was 11. Or that the only reason he's with me now is because I called ICE and had his father deported.
But, anyway, as it turns out, the family court actually "rejected" my request before they even received Fox's response. "Rejected"! Not dismissed - "rejected". What the fuck does that mean? Could it be the court has finally realized how incredibly full of shit I am and they aren't even going to bother listening to what I say? Did they actually check with the "authorities" in Canada and find out that all of my "sworn statements" in my declaration were false? Can it really be true that people only buy my shit for so long until they begin to realize that I am a habitual liar?
No. That can't be right. The only reasonable explanation is that Fox secretly passed false information about me to the court and turned them against me. Obviously there is a conspiracy at work here. Obviously the court just has some unexplainable bias in favor of Fox.
Now I'm sure Fox is going to file a petition requesting the court allow our son to choose where he lives. And of course, our son is going to say he wants to live with his father. The whole fucking world is against me. I don't understand why this keeps happening to me. Well fuck him! Until the court actually orders me to allow our son to visit with Fox there will be no visitation! There is no way I will let our son have what he wants as long as what he wants is to not be with me!
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